I am just saying....

Truth to be told, I haven't written that many stories to have a master list - but I'd like to get organised - hence, here's the list of so-that-I-know-what's what.

Starting from the most recent and working my way back:


Another Day, Another Dawn - Harry woke up and remembered that he had casted an undocumented sex spell on Draco the night before. And everything that went with it.
Second Person POV; originally written for HP_kinkfest 2012.

As in the Dark all Cats are Grey - in which Draco dreams.
Draco's POV; originally written for HD_hols 2012.

The Touch of a Saint: Heretical Confessions of a Toxic Wizard - in which Draco can't feel anything... So he uses drugs then comes Harry, who can make him feel...
Draco's POV; originally written for HP_intoxicated. I'm currently working on a sequel.

Desire - This should come under series, really, since it's supposed to be the first instalment, which I wrote for Draco's birthday, in Harry's POV. Started off as 'a moment in time', at which time both of them have turned 30, married (to different people) and have children. Right before Draco's 31st birthday, they had drinks together and had sex after that. I didn't want them to just sleep together and never hear from each other ever again - what's the fun in that? The second instalment is pending!


Hold the Mirror Up to Nature - in which Harry's relationship with Ginny has rather run its course - like a good old stubborn Gryffindor, he's reluctant to acknowledge - despite that he was the one telling Ginny they should spend some time apart. In the pursuit of a lead in his investigation, he's forced to go to a orgy, hosted by Marcus Flint. Who better to accompany than a certain blonde?
I first had the idea when I was signing in for hd_hols 2011. Oh well, I didn't get pulled out from the hat but I decided to work with it anyway.

Scandalous - the first story I started writing - Harry and Draco's lives as Auror trainees. The story has lots of misused words, character development that needs more work, and long way from finishing. I like the concept; it's interesting to explore their lives right after the war and I will finish it. That's a promise...


AO3     ff.net     The Hex Files

Now I want to talk about the ratings. Dear readers, I've done cover page for each story individually, about which you should refer to and read the warnings carefully beforehand. And my adult content warnings should be up to date.
I can't tell you not to read smut if you're underage because good lord, I'd be a hypocrite. All I'm saying is that I've done my part. If you wish to read them, it's your decision and please make that decision wisely. ^^

Fic: As in the Dark all Cats are Grey

Originally posted by hd_hols at HAPPY H/D HOLIDAYS, EVERYONE!
Author marriesue
Recipient: The hd_hols Community
Title: As in the Dark all Cats are Grey
Pairings: Harry/Draco, Harry/Ginny, Draco/Pansy (sort of), Ginny/Neville (possibly)
Summary: In which Draco dreams, and his dorm mates cannot stop asking questions. And at the end of a very long night, a decision is made.
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: All Harry Potter characters herein are the property of J.K. Rowling and Bloomsbury/Scholastic. No copyright infringement is intended.
Warnings: First time, Oral sex, Anal sex, Sex spells (inappropriate use or otherwise), Dream sequence and memory flashbacks can be confusing.
Epilogue compliant? Nope.
Word Count: 13,150
Author's Notes: I cannot thank the mods enough for putting up with me, for I had been an absolute pain. You ladies have been truly amazing and I am very grateful. And my beta, G, thank you for all your support and kindness, please get better soon!
The story is loosely based on two of G’s videos: "Scandalous" and “I feel you” (mature contents, be aware). It took a lot of twists and turns, and different ideas to get here; other inspirations were drawn from N. Hawthorne “My Haunted Mind” , M. Bulgakov “The Master and Margarita”, and H. R. Haggard “She”. Best wishes and happy holidays!

( As in the Dark all Cats are Grey )

Additional Notes: I forgot to mention in the original notes that there was an actual book titled 'Secrets to Tame a Mystical Dragon', which I found on Google. And if you haven't seen gypsyraeyven's vids, please do! Not that it would affect your reading of this story, but because her vids are simply amazing. 

Alternatively posted @ (AO3) and (ff.net) and (The Hex Files)
Or follow the link (Part 1), (Part 2) and (Part 3)

The Touch of a Saint: Heretical Confessions of a Toxic Wizard

Title: The Touch of a Saint: Heretical Confessions of a Toxic Wizard
Author: marriesue
Pairing: Harry/Draco 
Word count: 12869
Rating: NC-17 (Please read the warnings carefully beforehand.)
Summary: The Sectumsempra incident during Draco's 6th year left him with unusual side effects. As a result, Draco finds himself gradually losing his 'senses' over the years after that. He could not feel pain, heat, cold and pressure. He could feel almost nothing. So he turned to drugs. Just so he could feel. Then he found something else more potent than drugs: Harry's touch. Because when Harry touches him, he could feel again.
Warnings: Disabled!Draco, Bottom!Draco, Dub-con, Dominant!Harry, Rough play, Drug use, Hints of open relationship (not between Draco and Harry)
Disclaimer: For the hundred thousandth time I solemnly swear that I don't own the characters, even though I love them to bits! 
A/N: The summary is essentially the prompt itself, because it sums up the story perfectly and it should be obvious by now that, I'm hopeless at synopsis. The story was originally written for and posted at HP_intoxicated
Full notes can be read there; without further ado, onto the link:

( Cut to HP_intoxicated )

( Cut to my journal )

To UK Flisties

Originally posted by obstinatrix at To UK Flisties
Originally posted by de_nugis at To UK Flisties
(Taken most recently from amberdreams, slightly adapted.)

If you're from the UK and you believe in freedom of speech and an uncensored interenet, you really need to sign this petition. There are others floating about, but that particular one is the best way to ensure that your voice gets heard. It's hosted on the directgov website and addresses parliament directly. If it gets more than 100,000 signatures, it becomes eligible for discussion in the House of Commons.

Everyone's been getting so worked up over SOPA -- and rightly so -- that ACTA seems to have slipped under the radar. This is hugely problematic, because ACTA is a similar bill, but it has the potential to be far more damaging than SOPA ever could be.

Some people seem to have this misconception that ACTA is the 'European SOPA', but that simply isn't true. It's a global treaty, and it's already been signed by eight countries, including the US, Japan, New Zealand and Singapore. Europe votes on Thursday. If they vote 'no', the bill will have to be taken back to the drawing board and reformulated, which should buy us some time at the very least.

If you think this doesn't affect you, you're wrong. If ACTA passes, it could well signal the end of the internet as we know it, and that isn't an exaggeration. It's not just about watching movies and television online. If ACTA passes, sites like YouTube, Livejournal, Tumblr, Twitter, Facebook and even Google and Wikipedia could become impossible to maintain. ACTA would allow ISPs to monitor your net activity and cut off internet access for your entire household if one person is suspected of breaching copyright. Think Big Brother is Watching. I don't think I need to emphasise just how damaging it can be to be without internet access in this day and age, when we rely so heavily on technology.

It's not only bloggers and fandom that would be affected, either. Small businesses, independent film-makers and unsigned musicians who have previously found their niche online would also suffer hugely, and would be at risk of being bullied into submission by Hollywood and multinational corporations under accusations of copyright infringement. All those artists who found fame by uploading covers of songs to YouTube would never have had the opportunity to do so under ACTA, as those cover versions would be prohibited.

I know the internet has its problems, but to my mind it's the single greatest invention to come out of modern times, and it would be an absolute travesty if we were to lose that now. From a personal point of view, I can't even put into words how important this is to me. I've met some of my closest friends through the internet and online fandom, people whom I would likely never have met without it, and it's given me this amazing social support system. I don't want that to end here, and I want to preserve it for future generations so that they can have the same experience and opportunities I've been given through my online interactions.

I know that opinions on the seriousness of copyright infringement and online piracy vary wildly, but that isn't really the point. Internet giants such as Google are opposed to this bill, and it's pretty safe to say that they're not in favour of copyright infringment, as anyone who's ever had a fanvid taken down from YouTube will be painfully aware. Whatever your stance on copyright, this isn't the way to go about dealing with it. This is dangerous legislation that impeaches on some of our most basic human rights, such as the right to privacy and freedom of speech.

So if you're from the UK, please, please sign the petition. If you hail from elsewhere in the world, there may well be similar movements in your own country, but I think the most effective thing anybody can do right now is to keep talking about this. Talk about it on Livejournal, on Twitter, on Tumblr, on Facebook, and anywhere else you can think of. Make sure this issue is never far from people's minds. The internet is an amazingly powerful tool: let's utilise it while we still have the chance.

Please repost and spread the word :)


Please consider reposting this, especially if you have a large proportion of UK flisties. And please consider spreading the word via other platforms: Twitter, Tumblr, Facebook, your own personal network.